One night I stand I remind of you
Our hope and dream tears in my eyes
When you gone so fast
When I realized you know I can’t be perfect
I fall form you
You make me like I can’t stand with you
You make me like I can’t life with you
I can’t hold your hand
So please don’t let me down
I try to be a stronger
When I know everything over
Every time I feel everyday I think
I never see you ones again
I know I can’t be a stronger
Even I try to forget you
Oh no I missing you
I need is you so please don’t make me feel like
I keep you in my heart
I miss you smile I miss you face
I need you here I need you hope
In every night in everyday
Like you want me to be
I miss you voice I miss you laugh
I need you here I need you hope
In every night in everyday
Its you
You know everything its you
Kamis, 19 Januari 2012
when you love someone - Endah N Ressa
i love you but it’s not so easy
to make you here with me
i wanna touch and hold you forever
but you’re still in my dream
and I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
but I still have a time to break a silence
when you love someone just be brave to say
that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love don’t ever let him go
or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true
i used to hide and watch you from a distance
and i knew you realized
i was looking for a time to get closer
at least to say hello
and I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
i never thought that i’m so strong
i stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want
cause love will find the way.
complicated - Avril Lavigne
Uh uhuh, life´s like this
Uh uhuh, uh uhuh, that´s the way it is
Uh, la la la la, Cause life´s like this
Uh, la la la la, that´s the way it is
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we’re drivin’ in your car
And you’re talking to me one on one but you’ve become
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back like you can’t relax
You’re tryin’ to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly you promised me i’d never gonna find you fake it
No no no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you’re somethin’ else
Where you are and where it’s at you see
You’re making me
Laugh out when you strike your pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know you’re not foolin’ anyone
When you’ve become
Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can’t relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promised me i’d never gonna find you fake it
No no no
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back, like you can’t relax
You’re trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promise me i’m never gonna find you fake it
No no
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promise me i’m never gonna find you fake it
No no no
Uh uhuh, uh uhuh, that´s the way it is
Uh, la la la la, Cause life´s like this
Uh, la la la la, that´s the way it is
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are
When we’re drivin’ in your car
And you’re talking to me one on one but you’ve become
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back like you can’t relax
You’re tryin’ to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly you promised me i’d never gonna find you fake it
No no no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you’re somethin’ else
Where you are and where it’s at you see
You’re making me
Laugh out when you strike your pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know you’re not foolin’ anyone
When you’ve become
Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can’t relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promised me i’d never gonna find you fake it
No no no
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back, like you can’t relax
You’re trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promise me i’m never gonna find you fake it
No no
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re
Acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get and you turn it into
Honestly promise me i’m never gonna find you fake it
No no no
it's not over - secondhand serenade
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
wish you were here - Avril Lavigne
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all
There’s a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You’ve just walked through it
And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go)
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go
(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.
tanpa judul
Gue ga tau mesti mulai dari mana :D
Yang pasti ini semua tentang perasaan gue. Di saat2 gue kesepian, gue ada masalah. Yang Cuma bisa gue lakukan adalah nulis. Karena buat gue, menceritakan apa yang gue alami, yang gue rasakan kepada orang lain itu ga mudah. Sekalipun mereka memberikan respon yang peduli terhadap apa yang gue rasain, mereka ga akan perna benar2 ngerasain itu.
Gue memang agak sedikit tertutup sama masalah pribadi gue. Selama gue masi bisa tahan, gue akan berusaha untuk menyelesaikannya sendiri.
Soal apa yang gue rasain saat ini,
Gue ga tau apa !
Mungkin sedih, menyesal, putus asa, hancur, semua pokonya jadi satu.
Kenapa ?
Karena saat ini gue sendiri. Ga ada seseorang yang menemani hari2 gue lagi. Ga ada yang mampu menghibur gue di saat gue bosan, sedih, ataupun ada masalah.
Gue ngerasa kehilangan..
Dulu, ada seseorang yang nemenin gue. Jadi di kampus, gue ga ngerasa bete.
Tapi sekarang ?!
Yaaaa, kita memang udah pisah.
Emang itu juga yang gue pengenin dari hubungan gue sama dia.
Sebelumnya gue sempet berperang antara logika sama hati gue. Dan akhirnya yang menang adalah logika ini. Gue tetep pengen putus !
Meskipun dia sempet nahan gue. Dia tetep mau mempertahankan hubungan kita. Tapi gue, TETEP MAU PUTUS !!!
Dan akhirnya kita putus.
Tapi ternyata setelah kita putus, gue ngerasa kehilangan..
Ada yang beda dalam hidup gue. Ga seperti hari2 sebelumnya.
Ga ada yang manggil gue sayang lagi, ga ada yang perhatiin gue. Pokonya gue kesepian.
Tapi rasanya, terlalu sulit buat balik lagi sama dia. Dia ga perna ngajakin buat balikan lagi.
Gue sadar, mungkin gue terlalu nyakitin hatinya dia. Gue jahat !!
Gue Cuma menilai dia dari hal2 buruk dia aja. Yang gue inget Cuma keburukannya dia aja.
Dan setelah gue pisah, gue baru sadar sama kebaikan dia.
Gue salah udah nyuruh dia buat berubah seperti apa yang gue mau.
Gue ga bisa untuk cepet move on kaya sebelumnya. Karena gue emang Cuma pengen dia.
Pengen banget rasanya ngebaca pikiran dia.
Apakah dia juga masi sayang sama gue ? apa dia mau balik lagi sama gue ?
Namun yang gue punya Cuma naluri untuk mempertahankan perasaan gue.
Ada yang salah diantara kita..
Semua membuat kita kehilangan akal sehat. Kita berjalan ke arah yang berlawanan, tapi kita tuh berada di sisi jalan yang sama.
Terus, sampe kapan gue harus bertahan di sisi jalan ini ?
Nunggu lo !
Harus berapa jauh lo ngedorong gue sampe ngeliat gue terluka dan terjatuh ?
Aaaaaah, gue g tau !!!
Tapi yang pasti gue ngerti ko. Bahwa salah satu cara terbaik untuk kembali bisa menghargai apa yang kita miliki adalah dengan meninggalkannya sejenak. Dan di saat kita merindukannya, maka disaat itu pula kita menyadari. Bahwa itu adalah berharga.
Ya ALLAH, beri aku kesempatan sekali lagi buat memulai semuanya dari awal bersama dia. Beri aku kesempatan untuk merasakan saat2 seperti dahulu. 27082011.
Aku sayang dia tuhan ^^
Rabu, 18 Januari 2012
stay close, don't go - secondhand serenade
I’m staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you’ve given me?
I know I’ve been selfish,
I know I’ve been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I’ll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I’ll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
And don’t you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it’s putting up the fight.
And I’ve got this feeling,
That everything’s alright.
Don’t you see?
I’m not the only one for you,
But you’re the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone.
If you leave me tonight,
I’ll wake up alone,
Don’t tell me I will make it on my own.
Don’t leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink ’til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don’t leave me tonight.
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